Normal Life?



My heart bleeds, denied needs,
And that spark just disappears;
Can’t face true, the missing you,
Must we end up in tears.

Is it okay? I hurt every day?
Who’s gonna save me from myself?
My dark heart, I rip things apart,
Who’s gonna save me from this Hell?
Am I too blind to see, this IS happening to me?

I live the fast life, going somewhere fast,
Im not running from my past life;
For my life after death, I’m living life after death!
I died under pressure of all the strife!

I’ve danced with death free, and she tasted me,
I was spit out as tho bitter;
I’m not out the door, I’m preparing for war,
Guess it’s true, I’m not a quitter.

Fallen from grace, I bask in the underworld embrace,
I was spit on by what you call normal;
I stay on my toes, for friends who are foes,
My war on normal is formal.

Thinking that you know me, oh hell!!
But you don’t understand me, oh well!
Think you know how to take me on, please do tell!
I’ll open up this world and raise Hell!
This dark clown prince won’t fail,
I’ll dance on their heads like Fred Astaire.
This dark world is mine baby!

It’s just waiting, to be taken,
So let’s aim for the sky, do or die;
Shoot for the stars and call it a day.
I’ll give you a smile but you better know,
If this world wants war I’ll cock back and reload.
Normal life? Is that how you play?